I am thinking and planning to buy a car. Never knew how difficult it was to buy a car let alone selling my old car. I have been told to shop at Carmax as they seem most laid back by people I have talked to and my inner circle of people I know.
The thing that scares me quite a bit is financing a vehicle which is something I will need to do. I am scared because I have a vehicle picked out but not really sure if I can be financed.
My credit is fairly good though limited and I don't believe I have any issues that would prevent financing. I guess it is the fear of the unknown.
Probably should just go and hope for the best. Uggghhhh
Showing posts with label Fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fear. Show all posts
11.27.2012
4.27.2012
FEAR – It Really Sucks
For those that do not know I have quite a few problems with fear and anxiety in my life. It really truly sucks (sucks major donkey balls), as there are things I would like to do but I am just afraid to do. I am afraid of rejection, I am afraid of failure, just afraid in general and I am sick of it, so sick of it.
I have been running a gaming news website/blog for years on and off with and without a primary job. It appears that one of my fears is happening and that fear is something that I have created (Nintendo-Centrum now Gaming-Centrum) is dying. I have no idea what to do. I have lost touch with gaming and blogging; it really hurts and pisses me off that it is dying. I keep stating on my website’s Twitter account that I want to do podcasting and a video type show but what is holding me back? That stupid freaking thing called FEAR! Why cannot I be able to jump in front of a camera as I see so many people do these days?
I have heard and have been told you can do anything if you put your mind to it but I find that just does not happen, at least, with me due to fear.
Fear would you just die so I can do things that make me happy and maybe even make a nice living at something. Something that is not run of the mill and boring like everyone else does.
I have been running a gaming news website/blog for years on and off with and without a primary job. It appears that one of my fears is happening and that fear is something that I have created (Nintendo-Centrum now Gaming-Centrum) is dying. I have no idea what to do. I have lost touch with gaming and blogging; it really hurts and pisses me off that it is dying. I keep stating on my website’s Twitter account that I want to do podcasting and a video type show but what is holding me back? That stupid freaking thing called FEAR! Why cannot I be able to jump in front of a camera as I see so many people do these days?
I have heard and have been told you can do anything if you put your mind to it but I find that just does not happen, at least, with me due to fear.
Fear would you just die so I can do things that make me happy and maybe even make a nice living at something. Something that is not run of the mill and boring like everyone else does.
Fear sucks it really really sucks!!
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