*Muffled* Hlp, Hel..,help, HELP!!!

I am stuck in a box. This place is dirty and moldy. I need some fresh air. I stumble around in the dark feeling the walls of the box. What is this - a latch!! Let me twist this round. Creeeeeeeeeeeek!!! A Mouth Opens. I’m Back!!

Hello everyone Welcome to My World. Let me repeat. Hello, people welcome to My World. Guess what it has been roughly four months since I tried to write something down on this ancient, old, blog of mine. I have been stuck in the dark of my mind, and profound negativity and I am done with it. Yah, hear me I am done with it!!! *Raises Fist in the Air*

Heh, yeah, it has been awhile, and I was having a mostly great morning after being frustrated as hell with little gremlin problems since it is some intense ass communication retrograde where nothing seems to communicate right, or there are issues. I was off work happy wired to some sugar to look down at my car outside my place of employment and notice some assclown either a fucked up co-worker or a goddamn bum cut, stabbed, shanked into my tire. Great, hope it lasts, and it is still intact. Scared to Drive my car and put air in the tire. Super, just after I get my car back from the shop!!! Ugggghhhh, God Damn it!!

Now that that rant is done let us talk about things and other rants. I noticed that people are quite a bit pissier about things lately. Soo pissy and negative be it the New President (He Won Get Over It!) to North Korea to the Neo-Nazi–Antifa Gang Fights (Don't Block Me Google!) to all this Racial shit to the back and forth Bitch Fests on the Internet.

Everybody is in a tissy about something these days. To be honest, everybody, are things as bad as we see or what the lying off their ass media is trying to portray to us, or what high political persons or billionaires want us to behave? You, Me, I, We all need to get back to the times of being happy or seeing the happiness in things. I just recently after arguing about things with many people I stopped and just completely dumped and removed all political pages and followings from all my social media. It is just too much. It wastes so much goddamn time to do this. The darkness that consumes you from reading, watching, and listening to all this is unbelievable. There are way better things we can be doing. First, we could you know live our lives and stay the fuck out of other people’s business like people used to do. Quit being so goddamn triggered of little, stupid, and meaningless shit. Quit being so goddamn offended about every fucking thing under the sun. Quit being Spoiled Fucking Crybabies. Grow some balls, get some calluses, and put on your big boy and girl pants for once. Moreover, for the love of Jebus quit parroting what the media and political groups (all sides) lock on repeat, learn what words mean before you spew it out of your mouths. You are a Racist, Misogynist, God Damn Nazi, ETC! So many people sound like complete stupid goddamn fucking idiots.

Get off social media, get off the Internet, Turn off your phone, Turn off Your TV, Go outside and breathe the air. And if you cannot turn off your TVs, Watch some cartoons or some comedy movies. Go to the Movies. Get out and move your fat ass it will help you! Get your mind off bitching, moaning, and all this fucking negativity. DETOX!!

180 degree Jump

So here my Girlfriend and I are jumping on a cruiseship with a cool 180 degree camera setup. Girlfriend was having a ball and I jump straight up in the air like an idiot.

Pretty Cool Tech!

My Latest Vacation

So, if you do not know, I did go on a vacation. It was a short mini vacation but one none the less. For me, this was a big deal as I have not been on vacation since I was in my teens. That has been about 18 years. Yes, that long of time.

What you may or may not know about me is I am quite a homebody stretching into hermit territory. I have a few anxiety issues with being in public and what people think of me and such. Because of the above, this makes this vacation a great thing for me as it is well outside of my comfort zone.

My Girlfriend and I had the ability to go to Fort Lauderdale, Florida and then on to a brand new Harmony of the Seas cruise ship for a couple of days and oh did I forget to mention that this ship is the largest cruise ship in the world? Yep, this thing was freaking huge!! We had a brief fun moment at Atlantis in Nassau after a long and unnecessary walk to the bus and then a walking tour. We broke away from the tour as we thought it was quite stupid and only had a couple of hours at Atlantis to experience anything, and despite a couple of rides, we initially thought it was quite meh. However, the thing about Atlantis is you have to go for the full experience and not just the rides. You have to go and stay at Atlantis and not visit. My girlfriend and I nervously did the Leap of Faith ride, the one where you fly down through a shark infested water tank. We both are quite scared of rides and heights, so it was freaky.

So we walked up the stairs and got into the tube of the ride. I could not keep my eyes open and due to how fast you go you really can't see anything anyhow, but I can tell you from my experience it felt like I was falling from the sky into the tank of water. You feel absolutely nothing underneath you when you go down. When I hit the drop of the slide, I was saying to myself Holy Fuccccccccckkkkkk! I believe I lifted up off of the slide and being quite overweight, as I am, you typically will move or fly down faster than someone that is much skinnier and lighter. The rush in your chest and heart going down this is quite insane. I did not scream going down, but my girlfriend let everything loose when she went it was quite hilarious. Now, granted with this vacation, there was not much time to thoroughly enjoy everything.

My Girlfriend and I do not party we don't go out and booze it up because we both believe that is a waste of time and a waste of money. We went out and ate some nice food, walked around what seemed like forever, did a bit of shopping, and was able to rent a street legal go-kart that we drove around Fort Lauderdale. On the cruise ship, we ate at the buffet a couple of times and was pretty good. We went to the main dining room to eat one night, and we both felt it wasn't up to snuff. With this being a special two-day cruise we were not able to eat at some locations as most were VIP or special invite which was a bummer as these sites had apparently nice thick steaks. Outside of this, we did eat at a pizza place on the ship which was quite good. What made this cool was everything was pretty much free being it food or drinks. I had lots of free sodas and a few glasses of water.

All in all, it was a very cool experience, and I will say if you ever have a chance to go on a cruise ship and can go on any excursions off the ship go for it. Do not say no and experience it! And here I will become a bit gushy, but with my Girlfriend, I have experienced things I never have. She is the one person that has pushed me to do things in a right way. She has forced me to experience life and has dragged me kicking and screaming and bitching about things. I appreciate her for allowing and pulling me to come with her. I love her very much, and I hope we can continue to do fun things like the above mentionings.  We have to work on some of the media we have, but I will try to put some media up of our vacation.

Where am I and Where am I going?

There are a bunch of things happening at once lately and couple of changes in my life. I have gone out and got a job to help pay my bills, for my Video Game News Blog / Site, and to be able to buy cool things. I pretty much start on Monday and I am excited and dedicated to this new job. I also have started a basic workout program to get myself in shape. The reason for this is that I am tired of being overweight as well as out of breath. Exercising allows me and many other people to have the energy to do things they want. No doubt, I will have an energy boost but I will still do the things I love to do such as gaming, watch movies and TV shows via many sources, and other things.

A sad change in my life is that my girlfriend is moving back to New York. Western New York to be exact and we are going to try to do a long distant relationship. We believe we have a strong enough bond to be able to do this. In the near future, there is a major possibility that I will be picking up roots and moving to Western New York. I have been wondering about it myself for several months and I feel that I may need to do this to have a fresh start and get my life going.

I have been lazy and hermitized in many things I have done in my life. I have lost years of my life and I feel quite shitty that I see my friends having families and such and they are younger than I am.